sigridreads replied to your post: Okay, because I don’t really pay much attention to how many people are following me
Katie, we’re friends aren’t we? “D
Oh my gosh, yes, of course we’re friends! <3
How are you love?
sigridreads replied to your post: I really do think that I would be very much…
this made me laugh
haha thanks for that
sigridreads replied to your post: Ugh. I’m like mentally shopping for Christmas presents right now.
For Christmas, I’m giving you prayers and free cyber hugs :))
Ditto, love, ditto!
Seriously though, thanks for that, seeing that just made my day (night? well it is 2 in the morning, but made my night sounds weird. I need to go to sleep).
But seriously, right backatcha! <3
sigridreads replied to your post: Yaayy!
lemme see the results Katie! :3
i’d try to take a picture right now but i’m super tired and i should go to sleep soon
so i’ll post a picture tomorrow
the color still didn’t really come out as what i’d wanted though
i’m not sure what i’m going to do about it yet… :/
sigridreads replied to your post: bellelevres answered your question: Alright so…
CAN I HAVE ONE TOO? :D
Of course you can!
sigridreads replied to your post: sigridreads answered your question: Anyone else…
Has this sort of ‘un-closeness” going on since birth or just recently? Hmm. I think your bestfriend and her ‘brother’ clicked maybe because they share same interests. I sometimes want to trade my big bro for someone else too. Someone normal :/
We used to be closer when I was younger, but I think it was mostly because I didn’t know him that well. I don’t know it was just different then.
But now, he just drives me crazy. It seems that anything he says to me is a criticism or a version of “don’t do that, why are you doing that? Why did you say that? Don’t say that. You shouldn’t do that.”
When if I were to ever say something like that to him he’d get all pissy. I don’t know I think one of the issues is our age difference he’s 11 years older than me. And we pretty much don’t have that much in common anymore.
A lot of the time it feels like he’s trying to change me, you know by saying that I shouldn’t do something, or I shouldn’t say that, or whatever. It feels like he’s trying to change who I am, and I know that he thinks he’s just trying to help, but honestly I wish he would just leave me alone.
And I kinda just wish that he’d accept that certain things about myself aren’t going to change, ever, or maybe not for a really long time, and I wish he would just accept that.
Seriously though, he’s the only person I know that has to comment on like everything someone says or does. I mean, come on there’s supposed to be some kind of boundary right?
And what makes it so much more frustrating is that if you did that to him he’d get pissed. Like so pissed that he’d probably blow up and then later go cry about it because he’s that sensitive, and just something’s wrong if you are that sensitive about everything someone says to you. He gets defensive over everything.
sigridreads answered your question: Anyone else know how difficult it is to brush your teeth while you’re trying not to cry?
Why are you trying not to? :/
While I was brushing my teeth I was thinking about what my best friend, her ‘brother’ and their mom and I were talking about because I was telling them earlier tonight how I wish that my brother would go away.
And my best friend’s mom immediately said: “That’s so sad”
And I was just thinking about it, and I thought: “I wish I could have Paul has my brother instead of the one that I have.”
Paul is my best friend’s like ‘adopted’ brother, he needed to get out of his mom’s house and so he sorta just got adopted by Kylie’s parents.
And it just makes me really sad that I don’t have that kind of relationship with my brother that Kylie has with someone who’s not even technically her brother.
It honestly just breaks my heart. And there’s nothing I can do about it.
